Straightforward

Messy life

2012-01-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time since I've post. Haha been very lazy.. Like a pig! :D
I've decided not to post about my trip to USS.
Anyhow, this new year and 2011 hasn't too different because my body clock hasn't change, it's still in a mess and I dont know if I'm able to change it before I start school in 31Jan..
Hope I will by then..

This year, I didnt went out to countdown, as usual, I stayed at home to watch stupid and lame mediacorp countdown and wait for the boon lay fireworks haha

Then, all I did was keep going out with yishuen or weiling :P
If not, I would stay at home to watch my RUNNING MAN :D
Or play Tetris Battle haha
Lame and no life right :(

But today, I went to NgeeAnn Poly with YiShuen and WeiLing
Btw I forgot to mention that weiling, evelyn and me baked cookies on Thursday. It turned out okay, but not really nice though.. But at least it's edible!
Oh and before that WeiLing and I went to town to buy YiShuen's present at H&M.
Evelyn dont know what's town haha then she tweet so cute :P
Then we went cineleisure and the shops were supposed to be ex right we didnt know exactly just went in to see.
I tried like 2 dresses but didnt fit me :/
Both were nice though :)

But we spent quite long looking at the whole shop and the sales person approach us quite a few times to assist us. We felt quite paiseh cos we still cant decide if we want anything. However, if we just leave the shop, it will be quite bad :/

So we looked at the accessories but all so ex!!!
In the end, we bought 3 bangles and it cost... $39 Heart pain :/

Now I no money and I still own loan shark weiling $15!!!
Btw that time I went out with YiShuen to buy her wallet and my boots but v ex so I ended up buying a bag :D
I also tried Once Upon A Milkshake :D So nice :D

Okay back to money so apparently my mum like pampered me alot during the holidays and I appreciate it alot but she wont allow me to work and I feel bad everytime I go out and spend money, not just spend but like splurge omg, not my money but I still feel heart pain D:

Anyway I'm gonna start work tmr! But have to work on cny somemore is shift hours so just pray hard that I get to work in the aftnoon!!!!!!!

Back to today and O'level results
Today we went NgeeAnn and we went to mostly Business courses to ask like what they learn generally and what's the difference btw some courses
We went to like Accountancy, Banking, Business Information Technology, Tourism and Resort Management, Psychology Studies, Real Estate, Biomolecular Technology.
I think that's all.

All those courses are the ones that we're interested in and like so fun if I go poly ^^

So now I'm just waiting for my results which is nerve wrecking although I've been accepted through dsa.
I keep thinking that I will get in but I'm worried like what if I score super lousy and cant get into a jc????

Means I have to choose poly with a course of cop like say 15, 16 or 17???
Like might as well go nursing lor :/

And the BA school all need like 9 or 10 which is woah, difficult for me D:

Although I cant participate in JAE but if I can and I've decided to go Poly,

I would go NgeeAnn with my first few choices
1. Accountancy
2. Tourism and Resort Management
3. Banking
4. Psychology Studies
5. Biomolecular Technology
6. Real Estate
7. Child Psychology

Cos all these are the ones that interest me ^^
Last time I keep thinking poly no future cos my parents brainwash me but now I am so keen towards going to poly.
Unfortunately, I cant join JAE :/
Oh well....

But I'm hoping that I can get like 10 for L1R5 or sth???
Hoping only, not cfm, I think I might get only 16 though :/
Then if I get 10, I will go try transfer school or sth???

Aiya dont know lah so confusing!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

Oh and I think this is the first year I cant celebrate CNY
Feeling half sad half happy cos got double pay but cant bainian
I actl like bainian but I hate it when my relatives keep looking at my face
I cant even stand it when strangers who walk past me look at my face in disgust!!! ARGH

And today when the ambassadors talk to me, I keep feeling awkward,
1. I have not much questions to ask
2. I am very concerned that they will stare at my face, as if talking to a monster
cos I nvr put foundation today

Reason behind it? I overslept AGAIN!
Reason behind it? I watched running man till 3 or 4 :/

Guess I really must sleep early today if not I'll be late for work
Oh and monday too, if not cant collect results LOL

And the most fun part of today is I get to see shuai ge and of course mei nvs :D
The female ambassadors that we approached are all so friendly and quite pretty ^^

Lastly, we went to watch movie!
At first we wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 but its like shown on 1645
then we reached at 415?
So we chose The Darkest Hour
Initially I didnt want to watch cos I totally no money
And I didnt eat anything ^^ I pro right haha then yishuen and weiling say I so skinny alr still dont want eat! Haha you two kidding who I skinny??
LOL
I saw more skinny girls in Np and they also v tall leh!!
Jealous :/

Anw, I borrowed money from weiling first :P
Yishuen also kindly ask me if I wanted to eat anything if not she can lend me money first thanks! :D
But I rejected haha

Okay main point, the movie was sort of like fighting with 'aliens' again, only the enemy were invisible this time. I watched a movie on Channel 5 similiar to this but I forgot the tittle! Shit.
Tom Cruise was the main character.
Anyway, this movie was cool!!
I enjoy watching movies like few survivors fighting for their lives but I hate it when ppl die. I just want them to win and not die.
But aft watching this kind of disaster like earthquake or tsunami or end of world movie, I will imagine myself in it and I know I cfm will die LOL
And when I think of that, I will be damn scared :/

Okay I think I shall faster playing finish my tetris plus watch one hour of RM and sleep!! :D

Tired

2011-12-24T03:18:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm drunk now, I'm in such a mess, dont know what I'm typing :X

Today

2011-12-24T02:55:00.000+08:00

Just realised it's Chirstmas Eve alr!! :D:D
I've always been looking forward eversince I was young to Christmas cos it's such a happy and special ocassion to celebrate :D
My tradition was to sit in front of the television and switch to Channel 5, watching the movies that were shown and admiring ppl singing carols in America :O
My parents also used to bring me to Orchard to see the beautiful lightings and decorations, taking photos of us in front of Christmas trees.
This is the past.
The present is different, no television, no movies, no celebration, no going out.
How boring is that. :/
I cant even go out with my friends and party till late night, for events like Christmas or New Year's Eve, only can sit by the tv and watch boring sg countdown while my friends watch taiwan countdown show/Korean drama (starhub cable).
I couldnt even find jobs/go job hunting with friends.
I cant even go out with friends.
I cant even buy the clothes/things that I like.
I dont even take money from you.
I dont even bother how I wear.
I look much more pathetic than others, yes, I grudge, but cant you see I'm trying my best to save money and not splurge like how others do.

Yes, I complain, I rebute, I'm not of any help to you cos I nvr did once do chores, I dont know how to cook meals and nvr learn, but is it my fault? I wanted to try but you nvr gave me a chance to.
I know I shouldnt be ranting and complaining cos the poor African kids do not even have enough food to eat. So why should I complain when I have a roof to live under, clothes to wear, food to eat. Cos we are living in a developed country where everything is competitive, be it studies, jobs or food. We have high living standards, so we will keep demand for more, that will NEVER END.

I always feel embarrassed, wearing the same clothes over and over again, and I cant even choose what I wear, do you think it's reasonable? -.-

Omg, I cant imagine how I jumped from one topic to another :/
I'm freaking tired alr... eyelids finally giving in.

P.S. I WANNA QUICKLY REACH 18 SO THAT I CAN DRINK
P.S.S I also admire those of my friends who get to drink secretly cos of the ppl ard them, lucky, I dont even have the chance to :/

Btw I think I walk too fast then my veins twisted again hais lucky still got medicine that was supposed to be for the other leg last time haha
okay I really half awake half sleep, gonna stop blogging, if not I'll be talking nonsense as I type all these.
Okay, maybe going cycling tmr, hope I can cycle by then and no more falls :/

Favourite Songs

2011-12-24T02:42:00.000+08:00

Currently, my favourite songs for now are:
Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
Adele - Rolling In The Deep
Adele - Set Fire To The Rain
Adele - Someone Like You <3
Kina Grannis - In Your Arms <3
Kelly Clarkson - Mr Know It All
Kelly Clarkson - What Doesnt Kill You Makes You Stronger
One Direction - Gotta Be You
Jim Class Heroes - Life Goes On
Lady Gaga - You And I
Lady Gaga - Marry The Night <3
Karmin - Crash Your Party
Hu Xia - Na Xie Nian
T-ara - Cry Cry
Wonder Girls - Be My Baby
IU - You And Me
IU - Someday
Lose <3 are the ones that I love most :D:D:D

Speaking of music, I havent played my piano for ages!
Since tmr I'm free and if it's raining, it means no cycling means got free time to dig out Christmas songs scores to play!
Then I can feel the festive mood!!! :D:D
Yes! Good plan! :D

OUT

2011-12-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

Woah, it's been days since I'd blogged due to the fact that I'd been out the whole week. Hectic, fun, tiring, crazy.

I went to Uss on Tuesday, went to Lavender for my renewal of passport and Night Safari on Wednesday, went to Novena for buffet at Zhou's Kitchen and job interview + training for Friday.
It's like 2am now, recently I've been sleeping super late like 3 or 4 :/ It's becoming a habit :(

I shall blog about Thursday and Friday first.

22/12 Thursday
I was supposed to eat buffet @ Novena @ Zhou's Kitchen (there used to be one in Jp), so it's like from 3-5pm. Guess what, the famous lazy pig (yes, it's me :D), woke up at 2!!! LOL So I quickly wash up before my parents start to nag at me for being a slow poke again, hahahaha.

Well, so we reached Novena and it's located at Square 2, just beside Novena Velocity. The buffet is like you order what you want, then if you still want, then order more. Basically my aunt and uncle ordered...

Some that I like:

Fried fish skin (zha yu pi)
I thought it was kinda disgusting and all, so I didnt dare to try, but it seems crunchy, what's more, I heard many ppl saying that it's nice, so I decided to give it a try. It turned out to be nice! I got kinda addicted at first but slowly it tasted abit salty :X

Cha Siew Su Bing
I like it alot hehe not because the food is nice only here but I just like the food particularly :D

There's also porridge, hor fun, fried rice etc.
Not to forget...
My bro's favourite ... HARGAO (Prawn Dumplings) and Siew Mai
We didnt order Pao cos we scared too full alr.
We also ordered chicken's feet

Errr I cant rmb anymore :X

Lastly, we ordered some kind of sweetcorn+egg soup that looks kinda like sharkfin's soup lol
AND MY FAVOURITE DESERT :D:D

So that was all -> My BREAKFAST cum LUNCH cum DINNER
HOSEHBO ^^

23/12 Friday
So, as I had said, I spend almost everyday, yes day (aft midnight), in front of my laptop either playing games/watching drama/chatting/surfing net. This day was dedicated to WATCHING DRAMA ^^ Currently I'm watching 49 days :)
It's so touching and I just hate the characters in it, it's not real but it can happen in real life right? I feel pitiful for the main actress and she's pretty ^^
I told myself to stop aft one part but it just goes on and on lol
It's just never ending hais :/
In the end, it's alr 430!!!
And I'm supposed to have a job interview at 930, which means I have to leave my house at 8 cos it's located in the EAST -.-
So I set alarm at 7, so noisy, I just slept till 720 ^^
Then, I couldnt find my way and was kinda lost :/
Eventually I found the place and I was late by 1h LOL
But I have to wait another 1h WTF!!!
Then the interviewer look so scary lor, always giving the cold look -.-
I smile at her she also dont bother one WTF

So my original plan was that Friday I was supposed to go swimming with my bro and cousin at Jurong East Swimming Complex, but plan failed, they had fun there though while I suffer T_T

Cos... before I went for this interview, I had alr went to Far East to apply for a job. Then the boss call me to come her shop at 2 for interview. In the end is training??!!! WTF!!! So I learnt some basic stuff like counter and handling of money + how to look for stock
My colleague worked for quite long alr.
She seemed kinda nice and all, patient teaching me stuff.
But then.... she told me her sister coming to look for her, so is her friend.
At first I thought is her girl friend. Ended up a boy who smokes came in and ask me to call her go out. She refused so I dont know what to do but just tend the shop lah.
My colleague was just hiding in the storeroom then the guy ask me if can go in I say I dont know lor. Then he say should be alright hor? I say I dont know I just came for 1h and you ask me? Like seriously? Then i just tend the stall and I keep hearing her say GO AWAY LOL
Like total 10 times lor.
It's just so drama. I feel like laughing and just LOL at them. They want settle their problem go elsewhere lah dont pull me in okay.
Then my colleague suddenly called me and ask me to call him go out like LOL?
The guy then ask me pass her something, inside got sweater I think, the guy like super cling lor cos my colleague keep say GO AWAY, make me wanna really laugh out loud on the spot.
Then her younger sis came, so did our boss. Such bad timing, then she was alr crying. My boss went to talk to her to find out what happen.

So if you were me, what will you do?
Like me, just dont care, or just tell everything?
I rather not get involved in this thing lor, later become so complicated.
Today is just so drama.
Then my colleague came back and spoke in an irritated tone " You shouldnt let anyone come in" Like how the hell would I know
I came like not long ago and this kind of drama happen, how you want me to react???? -.-

Then I just dont care and serve customer as time pass SLOWLY. Yes, not QUICKLY.
Grr, when we study, time pass fast, when we suffer, time pass slow -.-
Then I thought I was working till 10pm cos work 8h. When she told me I can go back at 8 I super happy! No need so sian :) When it was only 3, I was like huh, need to tahan 9 more hours? Just kill me :(

Just so happy that it ended. But if the other job hire me then I quit this job lo! Cos pay higher by $0.50 LOL no lah, partly cos of location also :(

Then I called my mum and told her about my day, and she ask me eat, but I not hungry leh. She just demanded me to eat fried rice and durian when I come back. By the time I came back alr 930pm!!!
It's consider supper alr leh! Confirm gain weight again T_T
FATTTTTTTTT :(

And I keep posting on twitter and facebook that I cant believe I wasnt tired when I only have 2h of sleep and survived till now. Juat now my cousin and bro was using my connection so I cant use :( Caused me to waste time and I almost fell asleep -.-

Oh speaking of the job interview, I came alone so alot ppl was in this conference room with tables and chairs, filling up forms/particulars. Then the are several tables here and there. Cos the main table was occupied, so I sat at another corner. Then I sort of have nothing to do but to just wait. Then there's this cute guy who came in with another guy I thought they came tgt, so they sat beside and opposite me (no space alr). Aft they haded in the form, the cute guy asked the guy beside him what's his name, and I was thinking, arent they friends? Lol, then he started to ask for my name as well as an Indian girl at the same table. LOL

So shocked man then we started talking as it was so bored and it was super long waiting for our turn -.-

Then I realised something, the first thing ppl now ask for would be your facebook but not your number, how funny is that? LOL

Guess that's all for now, USS and Night Safari trip would be detailed and long post :D:D

P.S. I just think that the guy isnt cute at all now -.- Cos he has a girlfriend :( Chey, no lah, it's just that bu nai kan :P

Born This Way- Lady Gaga LYRICS

2011-12-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

I think this is probably a song made for everyone. :)

Whatever

2011-12-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Btw hate me for all I care. I'm just being blunt. Telling the truth. I dont wanna hide anything anymore. It's terrible.

BITCH FIGHT

2011-12-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS POST IDK WHY
THIS POST IS GONNA TO BE IN CAPS COS ITS FUCKING STUPID. (STUPID REASON, NOT EVEN A REASON THOUGH)

IT ALL STARTED ON A SUNNY MORNING.. (LAME)

FINE. I WAS USING MY LAPTOP IN THE MORNING COS I ALWAYS TIO SCOLDED WHEN I USE IT AT NIGHT. SO I WOKE UP EARLY, ONLY 9AM LAH JUST TO USE. THEN MY BRO'S ROUTINE, WAKE UP EVERY WEEKEND TO WATCH KARRRTOONSS AND HE SIBEI BOLIAO SO HE STARTED TO OFF AND ON MY FREAKING MODEM. FUCK YOU MAN. THEN I HAVE TO WAIT FOR IT TO LOAD. FINE, BUT WHEN I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WEBSITE AND CONNECTION KENA CUT OFF. ITS LIKE WTF. OKAY MAYBE ITS NO BIG DEAL BUT I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN HE DISIAO ME K.

OUTSIDE ALSO LIKE THAT KEEP DISIAO. YOU THINK SIBEI FUN HOR, I DONT THINK SO LEH. OUTSIDE ALWAYS EMBARRASS ME ONLY, PAISEH TTM SIA. EAT SHIT LAH.

OKAY, CONT. THEN HOR NVM LEH, HE GOT THIS WOODEN STICK FROM THE PVC ROLL THEN HE KEEP USE IT TO WHACK ME SIBEI PAIN SIA.

OKAY AT LIKE 7PM I STILL USING COM THEN HE BUAYSONG GO OFF AGAIN. VERY FUN HOR, COME FIGHT LAH, THEN I OFF HIS FAN(FOREVER ON FAN ONE, RAINING ALSO ON, HE FOREVER HAWWWT -.- LIKE SIAO PERSON), AND OFF TV ALSO(HE WATCHING ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS, LIKE I CARE, BLEH) AND ULTIMATELY HIS MODEM COS HE USE DESKTOP WANT TO PLAY WHAT MISCRIT AND VOCALNO ISLAND SHIT. WAH I SIBEI SONG AH, HE WANT PLAY I PLAY LOR. THEN HE NOT HAPPY USE THE PVC ROLL THING TO HIT ME, DAMN PAIN HOR. I NOT HAPPY LAH, ALWAYS BULLY ME SIA.

HERE COMES THE BITCH FIGHT(YES, WITH A 10 YEAR OLD GUY, BUT NOT EXACTLY BITCH FIGHT LAH). THEN I USE MY SUPER DUPER AWESOME NAILS TO SCRATCH HIM. WOOHOO. THEN OF COURSE HE WHACK ME AGAIN LOR. THEN I GO EAT MY DINNER BUHBYE TO HIM. THEN MY MUM CAME HOME AND HE SIBEI DOG SIA. GO COMPLAIN LOR. THEN I TIO SCOLDED.

THEN SHE KEEP RANTING. SAY I WONT RANG XIAO DE. I ALWAYS LET HIM HAVE HIS WAY HOR. FUCK. THEN SAY I SCRATCH HIM GOT SCAR, ONE SCRATCH ONLY WHATTTTTTTTT. NO BIG DEAL HOR. SAY HE YOUNG, SKIN NOT NICE ALR -.- WHAT ABOUT ME, YOU LAST TIME KEEP USE CANE BEAT ME LEHHHH NOW IS HE BULLY ME FIRST HOR WTF SIA. THEN SHE THREATEN ME THAT IF I TOUCH/BEAT HIM AGAIN HOR, SHE WONT LET ME GO. -.- SHE WILL BEAT/KICK/SCRATCH ME. AS IF ONE SCRATCH WILL DISFIGURE AHHHHHHHHH LAME SHIT SIA. LIKE HE NVR GET INJUIRED BEFORE -.- AND SHE SAY SHE WILL CALL THE POLICE, BRING ME TO GIRL'S HOME IF I EVER BULLY HIM. SAY I EVERY TIME BULLY HIM? CRAP LAH. SAY HE GOT BEAT ME SO HARD SO PAIN MEH? OF COURSE LAH. FUCKYOU. ALWAYS SAYING THINGS THAT YOU DONT KNOW. YOU ALSO EVERYTIME SCOLD YOUR MOM WHAT. FUCKK LAH. UNREASONABLE. AND SHE FUCKING ALWAYS ASK ME TO GO AND DIE.

THIS IS THE END OF IT. I ONLY HAVE ONE THING TO SAY.

YOU'RE SUCH A DOG. AND YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH. SAY UNTIL YOU NVR ABUSE ME. WHAT ABOUT THE TIME WHEREBY YOU THROW THE FUCKING CHAIR AT ME. AND WHEN YOU KICK ME. YOU'RE JUST BIASEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

-END-

Thankful

2011-12-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

This is my first post of my new blog. I've decided to abandon my old one since it's like freaking dead. I just wanna say out my thoughts. This is gonna be a freaking long post.

I'm gonna dedicate my first post to the people whom I'm thankful for all these years.

List of people:
#1 My parents
#2 My Brother
#3 Shan Shan
#4 Wei Ling
#5 Evelyn
#6 Yi Shuen
#7 Yi Xuan
#8 Maggie
#9 Teachers

#1 My Parents
I'm so grateful for them cos they've raised me up, brought me up to who I am today. I may not be good in my studies and all, but I'm glad they did their duties as a parent. They taught me the right things and guided me on the right path. They gave me a home to live in, they fed me when I'm hungry, correct me my mistakes, bought things that I want and need. There maybe a whole lot of things that I may not rmb, but I am indeed grateful for them. There aren't enough words to describe how a child is grateful or how much they love their parents. I may not be a good child, doing my duties, eg. getting good grades in school, helping out with house chores and many more, but I will try my best to.

#2 My Brother
I just wanna say a quick thanks to him. Thank you for giving in to me and allowing me to do things that I want. Thank you for your concern at times and love you okay.

#3 Shan Shan
I just wanna thank her for being there for me for the past 4 years. I rmb the times when we were so close cos we have a lot of similarities. But things turned out bad for some reason or another. Cos I was emo for 2 years and she went for operation, so yeah. But then, we turned out to stick tgt for 2 years. I'm so thankful that she went all out to be my friend, caring for me, talking to me when I'm bored, cheering me up when I talk about my problems. I feel so happy that she is willing to go all out for me. I am sure that there will be times we will get sick of each other, no doubt about that. I admit it, I'm not sure about you though, but I will get paranoid sometimes and think that you dont like my attitude. I guess I've endured the times I dislike you too. I apologise for not being a great friend, sometimes pissing you off. :X I'm really glad that we dont really have quarrels but maybe pissed/annoyed at each other. But we are fine after a while :) I'm just really scared to lose you, a close friend of mine, that time during dance practice. I'm too timid to take the first step, but it was you who saved our friendship. I enjoyed the times we gossip and motivate each other during classes. Really glad to know you. <3

#4 Wei Ling
I've known you for so many years, 8 years, woah, half of how much we lived. Hmm, you're really quiet since Primary School till now. But sometimes I'm just so happy that you open up and we talk so much. I feel so retard, getting jealous over you and Evelyn, cos I guess I'm scared not having any friends since we came from the same primary school. I finally got over the fact that you, Evelyn, YiShuen and YokeCheng are good friends after Sec 2. I such narrow-minded. :/ I was also so happy to be talking to you whenever there's chinese class! We're like aunties, okay not you, me only, cos I seem to be talking all the time. :X I'm so talkative. Although we've been classmates for so many years, I don't seem to know you very well. Anyway, happy that we're friends. :)

#5 Evelyn
I've hated you during Sec 1 due to the fact that I'm narrow-minded and jealous that you're good friends with Wei Ling. I admit that I criticized you on my blog and I was also being two-sided, trying to be friendly with you and all. I'm just glad that you, on the surface, got along with me, and tried to be friendly with me, though I'm not sure deep down if you still hate me, due to the fact that I told Shan Shan about all those things you dislike about her. My real reason for doing that was because at that time, many ppl dislike her I think, so I feel bad being the only person siding her, so I played along, trying to act like I'm good friends with her but I'm not. Then, I sorted out my thoughts and felt bad for her. Why must I follow everyone? Why should I backstab her? So I sort of 'backstab' you all. :/ REASON: I afraid to lose any friends seeing that I'm making friends with you all once again. So I sort of mix around in both sides, resulting in a conflict that I'm confused. I think it's me who caused Shan Shan, LuLu, Jolene to be distant from us. I guess I'm childish playing all these 'games', risking myself to lose so many friendships. I'm so insecure, that I hai everyone's relationship to be so jiang. :/ I feel super duper bad about it. Anyway, thanks for cheering me up, giving me a hug after SYF results was released. Thank you for talking to me and treating me like friend? :)

#6 Yi Shuen
I rmb when we were in Lower Sec, you were like all quiet (cannot say you emo right :X), now you're like all hyper! I just wanna thank you for talking to me about your problems, although I may not be able to cheer you up in one way or another, but I'm glad you felt better aft talking :) I'm happy to be your listening ear and I thank you for cheering me up when I feel down, so glad to know you <3

#7 Yi Xuan
So happy to know you! Always the one who is all happy, cheerful and positive, trying to make ppl happy by being lame! hehe, I think you're always so scared that I'm about to cry, I always cry, so get used to it, yes I'm a crybaby :( So thankful for you to cheer me up esp during Sec 4! :D

#8 Maggie
You're a special friend, despite being away for many years and being so distant/nvr stay in contact alr, I still am happy that we talk to each other on the phone, talking about boys and stuff. I miss you. You definitely made many good friends although you were worried at first that you would not be well liked in Hong Kong. You still talk to me about the mean classmates and your crush a few years ago, but not any more. It's great knowing you and you probably wont talk to me anymore. I miss the times we were tgt. You have your own life, I have mine, we may not talk but we will exist in our memories. <3

#9 Teachers
I'm so grateful to some of my teachers, always there to console me and give me opinions. Just to name some teachers that I appreciate and like.
Primary 1: Mrs Lye
Primary2: Mrs Nai
Primary 3: Mdm Toh and Mrs Foo
Primary 4: Mrs Grace Koh, Mr Poo
Primary 5 and 6: Mdm Goh, Mr Roslan(RIP) AND MS LOH!!!
Secondary 1 and 2: Mr Ooi, Mdm Lee, Mdm Hamidah, Ms Cheng
Secondary 3 and 4: Mdm Zheng, Ms Tan, MS ZHANG, Mr Tan

Sorry PE teachers, I dont rmb you cos I dont really enjoy them :D, except for the free period and games that we choose on our own. I'm lazy :P

FINALLY, I've reach the end of the freaking long post. Stay tune to the 'Apologies' and 'Hatred/Dislikes' Post

Maybe I'm gonna post the bitch fight and fucking scolding from my mum one day too. This is so interesting.

I'm so bored of rotting at home and not being able to get a job. ARGH. FML. Tata for now.